"Something I Never Had"

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and I don't understand
When I reach out I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

(Chorus:)
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I want to hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
They I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.

(chorus)

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I want to hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I want to hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You don't see me, you don't feel me like I feel you